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there really ought to be somesort of regulation or license in regards to drinking and emailing.

i've sent two after this bottle of wine i've downed and now i know that i'll be full of regret and more regret. although i haven't sent any to ex-boyfriends...as of yet. but i'm listening to some Guided By Voices and you know it's inevitable. thank god i don't know how to get a hold of the Big W and Peter and i have ended on a high note. so, really i don't need to go through all that.

but i called missy and got all teary about how my life is going nowhere and i'm not creative.

i think that everyone needs an opportunity to get shitfaced by themselves and listen to great sad music inorder to reflect on their lives. unfortunately it gets you nowhere but down.

It's 10:13. that number always makes me think of home and my parents. I guess i will forever look at the clock at that time and think that i should call home............bottle of red wine!!!!!!! i'll be puking tonight.

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